Goddess Áine
Unfortunate clouds gather me
from you
From you I perpetually flee
Tho’ once I in perpetuum
flew
To your castle garden so
well tended
And I a welcome guest
Now stand idealizing
Unmended without rest
I the God who strayed your
path
Delve into my psyche of lang
syne
Yesterdays and years away
I cannot find a way for us
to begin
I cannot find a way for us
to end
So feeble you have been
My hand effortlessly wraps
around your wrist
Your hair a boyish cut shows
thro’
The truest nature of the
tryst
My winter evenings have been
torrid
At the weak points of my
thoughts
Why is it that the season I
can no longer wait for
Comes named as you whom I
wreaked havoc
Broke arrow thro’ and sought
Try as I may to change and
alter meanings
Of things been and things
being
It will ne’er more succeed
Than these clouds you hold
up letting me down gently
Gently I ask you
Gently I pray
Our sanctions misty and
echoing actions of the deceased
Merge freely from your open
head
We will not speak and yet it
is thus
That I am we
Among the ebony
In papyrus sweetly snared
I divvy the confabulation
They find it witty-
I find it marred
I pen it out in gold
For the gods of reason
In my logic to clearly see
Unblighted by the words of
geniuses
Büchner,
Bakunin, Baggini-
Each iamb is a versification
of the Divine
I feel the rise and fall of
pulsation
Hands upon hands in every
line
Avast!
My ship hits cove and I,
Lonely captain and armored
knight,
Return from the holy-less
crusade
A blank and ebbing paper
The kings and queens will at
no time read;
Or scan, or skim, or take
any heed
I sailed in twelve hundred
and sixty one
Further west from the
feudalists
And the Byzantine monks
Until Time outran me
uncounted years
When I arrived, there was
but a tree
Varnished in pure human
originality
Wrapped and coiled to the
heavens
In papyrus and Roman ebony
To plead “Father tell me not
that my verse is unworthy!”
The common man came from far
and wide
To tear its limbs and
transform it how he likes
Sawing and gluing
Standing back with his thumb
out
To see that he got it just
so, just right
I threw my arms out to
protect it enraged
“If things can be,
They can be!”
A Fallen Frame
The empty hallway
lay barren
Musk and webs
intoxicating every millimeter, centimeter;
Inches
Not far from Rome
over the southern sea
Italianate and
luminescent
A palace frail does
lie
Over rocks and above
trees gathering to perform their witchcraft
What beauty is this-
The waving of a
single tree where there are many;
The wind will choose
its favorites;
A crack straight
through the frescoes
Orange and red of
midnight suns and colors faded in Arabic hands;
Modern-day Persia
and its grandeur
A past relic the
palace in essence beholds
Balconies that
stretch to yonder treetop and yonder cove
Alas the insects
creep away by day and by night
The blood-thirsty
screech inanely to Beelzebub
And the tree
creatures retire to the coves and wander
Closely to the
balconies outreaching miles
We dance and plight
away the hours on untiring toes
Toes nimble and
quick to lift us above the tiled floors
Over the mess of
squirming leaves brushing deadly
Over pallid
cheekbones dry and human-less
Yes, we rest before
the sun and after
We ride the gusts of
air
Wandering aimlessly
through our gowns of dust and mold
Feeding off the
living;
Living and breathing
emotions of a forgotten era
We fill in cracks as
we float past the frescoes
Cleansing the stairs
of washed up limbs
Tilting the
portraits just so
Removing the fallen
frames of winter to make room;
Make way for our
season of gold
Archetypal
Existence
Wasted on this last
pearl of liquid stench
In my nostril fills
a rumor subtle on the wind
Hard against the
pavement, ribs digging in
To the iron
streetlamp
Jump at sounds, and
startled at sounds
My eyelids flicker
Logic sees opaquely
and vaguely that the world is barren
I hope my pages are
still scattered in the street
A rustle reassuring
at my head
Myriads of words to
tell you plainly
The living and the
dying were never
Are never deceiving
I sit against this
post whence light spills
From where I know
not
All the same I watch
with the reflections in my retina
Filling over like
tears of white starch
Papers pour in and
around me
In and around to
bury me
A living breathing
being to consume me
Assume me in all of
it’s shame
For not once
receiving anything devoid of false recognition
So crumpled and
inane
My scribbles came to
be
Flowing freely of
the world’s veins
To never circulate
into the hands of another
I, keen and closely,
contemplate callously
The movement of
these leaves
Like leaves to be
torn and tread upon
It is the thought of
walking that makes
Their footsteps
exist
And I remember once
when I walked upon reality
The humans reading
and thinking all that was not me
And I a collective
unknown
Her Ivory Skin
Her ivory skin I
ne’er saw nor touched
She being very real
appeared to me
On a screen of black
and white sound;
A mere photograph
moving
Coerced by the
lightest of dark magic
I have seen her as
many characters
I have seen her and
grown old
When I was a child
her thin limbs and black hair
Attracted me in each
role
Against her I am but
a disgrace to my gender
A gender portrayed
as angelic and bold
Bold, perhaps
If I could but cut
my spirit from my soul
By hard and hankered
knife
Release a blood that
in her would be the same
In her ivory skin I
could remain
Of all the people
her skin hath folded over
The writer-
passionate and rare
A scene of books old
and attics strewn
With paper thoughts
and fancies-
Would undoubtedly
set me afire
But to walk as her;
In her;
Not about her or
below her
Not beneath the
floorboards
Stretching fingers
to her toes
Even as the voice
interpreting these thoughts speaks
Her voice is the ink
and ebony of this paper
And I am the puppet
attached to the strings
That pour from one
master who has played as all
I could live a
lifetime writing solemnly
As the bones
entangled and moving
Beneath her ivory
soul
King of
Guile
Almighty Tippet hanging just
over the throne
Preordained to be silken
around my gullet hung
O Religion I condemn thee!
All that is the salt of the
Earth-
Your wanton acceptance of
asinine fancies
When He docked on the Native
shores in 1498
Were they viably there?
For we must be among the Dichter und Denker
For the sake of our
conscience
And you cannot see beyond
the trepid end of your nose
How you wipe the smear of
false innocence
Over the hairs of your
enemies
In court you would swear
friends
The monks in your honor and
fear of your scourge
Repaint the only book ever
sold
For those that are brothers
up front
And in back the serfdom of
old
How I cower being ever so
close to the fire
That many hands has set
ablaze
Athwart states from Parma to
Sicily
O their most holy cause is
ventured
That will ne’er bring back
their holy ghost
But to die and find not
another day awaken
Beyond that in which was
stolen their breath
Over which you shadow;
swarming desert locus
I myself would gladly kneel
to welcome your smite
To say aloud amidst the herd
“If not we know
How is it right?”
Ode to Black Adder
Ode to Black Adder
Ode to the ode-less
Satirical soothsayer who has
foreseen my woes
How it strains thee to be
superior
With common intellect not so
reciprocal
It too strains myself
You are a thief and a
shyster
Which does not say much
whereas we all are
The concoction of plant and
animal and parasite
Tell me by what method we
are not
Threadbare for a culture to
prey upon with laughter
I laugh at you dear sir
As we should all take
merriment of our beings
Being daft all around
That I am not
What makes a saint
No one who would gladly
shake hands with a leper
And I, being no leper, must
be a saint
The common wealth of the
world
Would have a saint be noble
and one-track minded
Though they sin with the
flies and the beetles
The asses and the mares
Why should Zeno and Epicurus
not be saintly
I would hand them my hands
on a silver platter
My hands that transfigure
these cast out thoughts
Into things material
O Adder Black
How heinous we exist
For seeing all but what the
faithful see
For seeing that we will not
see pre- or postliminary
Death does not concern us
Because as long as we exist
Death is not here
And when it does come
We no longer exist
Over the Clouded Palisade
Yonder this hellish palisade
Of demon clouds you fill
anew
Cannoned by the past I
abetted within your breast
Strikingly unstricken I am
with fear
I beg to embrace your
angel’s skin and blush
Watercolor Hair and eyes so
simple and mourning
The morrow will not awaken
The pale that bones of
lilies shine thro’
Were once laid out across a
marshy field
And I too holy would not
reason to lay beside you
The Kings of Guile
Part 1
A jaded man tousled in earthen rags
Crouches thro’ crackling berry shrubs
To emissary a procession of horned figures wading
Betwixt the nightly wood and the hutch
Where the men martyred his gentle wife
For calling saint to her aid and giving no fief
“Halt thee, scoundrels!” the Jaded Man calls
The horned figures round with a slash
Not a sword missed his head
And he falls
The Lowbrows cross over a stone hill
Where they enter and latch a wooden door outside
One by one they take seats ‘round a dirty table
There is no king and amongst them they must decide
“Righteous Marasmius will live forever in our hearts!”
The thieves all cry
“He would deem I the rightful leader!”
“Tush and Poppycock! I di’nt lose this eye for nothing!”
“Now men, now really. Who was it that struck that
cackling old hag and her miser?”
“Why you scoundrel! That ‘twas I!”
“‘Twas I!”
“‘Twas I!”
“‘Twas I!”
Part 2
A frightened maiden breaks among the trees and the brook
In flight from her master that would have both hands
For the spilling of a bucket
O she must run quick
Head over heels she falls and tumbles
A man lay in her stead with wet earthen rags
Which she pulls and she tugs off his stiff dead limbs
Just swiftly enough to roll herself into the bushes
As the lord’s seneschal rides by
Fair maiden trudges on towards a stone hill
A resounding echo of screams in the night air
Horrid drunk men to hide herself amidst
She cuts to her shoulders every long tuft of hair
The seneschal’s horse having gone a divergent path
Now materializes galloping past as she throws up the latch
And the door carries wind through the archway
Thrusting her down upon its close
“Scoundrel! Sleuth! Of with his head!”
“No! Wait, please!”
The maiden trimmers and broods a cunning appeal
“I know I have sinned!
I know I am a thieving minstrel
That does no good!
I know I have killed a poor farmer and his wife!
Yet I beseech thee to spare me!
For I am a wayward soul!”
The barbarians pass a horrifying look around the table
The two that stood with sword in hand hoist her up
And seat her at the far end
Then all kneel at their swords and hurrah to the heavens
“This is our king! The King of Guile!
Praise the king! The King of Guile!”
A gush of air swifts below the door
The seneschal drops from his horse and throws it open wide
“Hear you maiden! My master will not stand for this!”
A dozen swords now surround her neck
Terror-stricken she yields to the floor
And grants them take her and sling her over a horse
The seneschal remains dumbstruck within the den’s archway
The thieves gallop away to the distance
Where the English Castle stands
A moat they cross and yell to the guards
“A traitor we do hold!”
And enter to the bailey where the guillotine hides
The maiden pleads “My hands, take my hands!”
As the men release the blade by rope
Ever so slowly and painfully she dies
The Library of Saint Saëns
On a lowland within the valley
Betwixt mountainous green against pallid sky
I came forth thro’ trees of pine and needle
A dear novel grasped firm and unbending;
Rucksack clenched in my white-fired hands
A watery mirror received me at the lake edge
I did not appear, only still gray fragments overhead;
The fragments began to shatter
As my eye hobbled over the thought of a breaking earth above
The water moved at my torn leather feet
The wavelets curled alike fiery strands of pearls
And the far off illumination of lanterns dotted the forest behind
Undaunted I sat astutely on knee at the brink
When a hand of Adam’s ale lifted my book from my loosened body
The halloos of hunters and dogs materialized;
Peripherals of time impinged ever so slightly
In the quick avast of echoes
The men were no more
Alone with the water I strew my bag aside
And held my hand over the stolen echoes of the lake
The waters ceased to tremble at my touch
Deep in the icy hallow my finger bled
Seemingly the blood of a needle prick
The gray was ever fainter with the ensuing night
Black as all deep and hidden places a spire rose;
A magnificent iron gate towered aloft
Encircling the lake and all of its wonders
Amidst the silence of the sharp black rod-work
A castle unlike any surviving grew
Like weeds of the sea it reigned into the dark
When all at once the rays finally vanished
And I was knee-deep at the entrance without a footing I could see
My ears resounded the creaking of the gate
My ears called upon my feet at the marble flooring
When I entered through the mysterious doors
Two flames wrought from a tall stone column lit my entrance
I walked as torches and candelabras flared upon my steps
The castle was simple and mirrored like stray glances
To and fro past wooden doors yet no staircases;
A towering frame and blank elegance;
An extensive great hall
Until belatedly the last lights lighted
Did the stairs reveal themselves unto me
Delved into a round niche curving high into worldly tapestries
I jauntily gained the steep incline
The persons unknown woven and unmoved whispered
Progressively as I scaled the firm tower walls
Not once did I turn to face them eye to eye
But as they spoke, the unmoved augmented motion
At the landing a door not of wood but of glass yielded
I paused with my fingertips on the knob-less frame
No light followed my path to here
And I could see only a faint reflection of windows
Moon rays gallivanting over silhouetted figures
Rectangular and high-reaching
As the glimmering glass unfolds the room to me
I find shelves of books caressing oaken planks
Volumes of intrigue and the subtle wonder
Of the happenings of my novel
Like a tunnel upward the outer shelves coiled from my reach
Colorful leather binding obscured by iron-hatched glass
Where the smoke of the torches rose to
I knew not
I found a ladder and slid my feet into its rungs
Ever surpassing it became
And where one ended another began
The top no matter how I would beg would not descend
Alas I grew weary of my bounding
Alas the ethereal fires I left below gathered around me
As I fell backwards watching the books ascend to the moonlit roof
Landing airily over the feather waves
Sinking tiredly into the crystal sand on the watery bottom
Through the veiling and unveiling of the ringlets of moon
I last glimpsed the fading image of Saint Saëns’ library
The Palace on the Fall
Panes reflect drab blue and brown hues
From the sun setting on the silent tide
The edge of the fall spills over
Around the dungeon the water rides
Swiftly yet it dances
In the panes of crystalline
Spires so sharp reach above the aqueduct
That lines the edge of the watery plateau
A solemn rock emerges to catch the steps
That lead to the barren courtyard below
You wind thro’ towers and under cramped stair
cases
You wind thro’ dimly lit libraries and
astrological nooks
Not so close to the top you look out
From around the roman clock
Three well-kept trees among the courtyard
All you can see along the skyline
As if the trees are indeed afloat
No gentler breath of sea-air hath come
From anywhere but the rocks undertow
So shallowly laid
So far from the green lands that sway
Shadowy charades at evensong
The castle is but a whisper
A whisper of the clouds that make you circle
If you stand fearfully close to the edge
A hand firmly grasping one of the trees
O do not venture over
O do not give it but a glance
Walk westward into the corridor that deepens
in its gloom
As the sun lays down its mighty rays to rest
Panes so luminescent at the moment it fades
And the burning wax guides you
Thro’ every window that is a painting
Showing the most elegant tapestries and
furnitures
Showing images of people in the vagrant runes
The incessant voices of the libraries old
Books bound in you with a story beyond each
door
The knowledge of what is past the wide and
falling river
Is haunting, lying in the tapestries on every
wall
The moon shivers over the dimming candles
They are not needed with such arrant light
But O the brilliant tiled halls with luminous
chandeliers
How it all towers before your feet
Seems to gobble up your toes
And where the servants might have been
You are alone yourself
Yet at ease with the way your golden hair
Seeps into the pillows of the colorful
cushioned tower
Higher than the others
Where thoughts even more lofty are your dower
Down, down, it all goes
At an end in the morning river wavelets
Clear and burning yellow like the candles
The tips caressing each stone
One day, one room, the next another
You live as someone else to pass the time
And script out letters on every inner cover
To drift without drifting too far awry
You run and leap just to see the patterns
behind you fly
As you once flew
Into the flocks of Mediterranean birds
That weave about the aqueduct when the shore
flowers
Do bloom
Too quickly you lose provisions
Too often the woods adjure you
Riding out atop the quaking arches into the
animal kingdom
Returning with bow in hand and pheasant in
satchel
Or perhaps overlooking the courtyard
Walking keenly upon its edges
How abruptly you will find your doom
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